Tuesday, July 22, 2008

....Love and Hate....


High and low
love and hate
how alike but not the same
both are pursed
with intensity and passion
each igniting an inner flame
If we had never climbed
the mountain
would we know
how low the valley
If we had not suffered
the pain of heartache
would we feel
the wonder of love
Is it safer to hide from the world
in a illusion of contentment
but then what would we
have to say of life
other than the safe haven
we have endured
Thus climbing the mountains
exploring the depths
living and loving
as if there is no tomorrow
knowing you have endured
the worst
enjoyed in full the elixir of life
by living each day your way
as it was meant to be.


( There's a lot of people who can hide their feelings...it was easy for them to say "I'm ok", but deep inside they're not....this kind of a person are those who are always HAPPY!!!!!)

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

....the presence of God....

In daily activities of many people like woke up early in the morning, go to work, prepare foods for their kids, etc,. There are still people who don't feel the presence of God. A while ago, I ask a friend, if he believe in God. Then he said, he don't believe in God, but he knows there is a God. And he believes only in evolution.....I can't imagine how this kind of a friend goes in this world and he don't even know his purpose. As a Christian, it hurts a lot for us to see or to encounter with this kind of a
lifestyle. And I felt it. And i know the mission of a Son of God is to preach His gospel. Sad to say, i really don't meet this obligation, but I'm trying.......(this is a good reminder for those Christian who are not active in their activities with God)....

Monday, July 14, 2008

....sad2x....!!!

...haaaay...I was discouraged by the others...i felt that I was a looser...I'm on the way home walking along Morayta and i saw those children running without their clothes and slippers. Then i started to reflect, if i let the others put me down, how can i teach myself to be fearless. I said to myself, God has a purpose why He let this things happened to me. Maybe God wants to test my faith in this matter.....^_^

Sunday, July 13, 2008

....sensitivity....

Why there's a lot of people who does not have a sensitivity in their morals! They don't even to think first their actions or words. That there is someone who hurts their feelings by their being insensitive. How i wish to be a super bad person, just to show them that I'm mad at them! But I'm not!

Saturday, July 12, 2008

....Knowing Rachel Anne Daquis....









Obviously, we knew her as a player of volleyball. Before I enroll in F.E.U. I decided to join their team and to be a part of the team. It was summer when I first join their training, Daquis wasn't there because she's spending her vacation with her family in Germany. I was wondering, how pretty she was, how tall, kind, uhhmmm.....naaahhh!!! I'm just excited to see her!!! When Daquis back, me and with my trainess got nervous!! We just can't imagine that we're having a training with Rachel Anne Daquis!!! Gosh!!!! So as the days goes by, we knew that Daquis is a funny person, people use a term 'Kengkay'. She's nice, kind, and sweet. We call her ate chel, she's a good captain, she always encourage us specially to those new trainees of the team. She always tells us that if someone correct us, we should apply it, and don't take it as a negative for us. And oh!!!!She is also a model and it was her sideline!!!See!!! how nice she is!!!^_^

Friday, July 11, 2008

SINNERS IN THE HANDS OF AN ANGRY GOD

In this world we’ve battled between good and evil,

Evil makes this world so complicated.

Sinners let them ruled by their own curiosity,

through this world.

God let us to choose our own decision in this sinful world.

But sinners let themselves controlled by evil.

Sometimes, God let this happen to us,

To realize something, on where our feet was placed.

God has a purpose, and He will never leave those sinners.

Christians in the hands of an angry God,

Would be so complicated, if they let their lives controlled

by this world.